LA should NOT pay for Jackson's Memorial
I am sorry, but this was NOT a public event. This was a PRIVATE
memorial thrown by a star fucking family that wanted a bunch of media
attention(Joe, LaToya, etc). If they wanted this kind of send off for their family
member, then THEY should foot the fucking bill! California HAS NO
MONEY! We can’t just cover celebrity memorials because the person who
died was super famous!
They “thought” fans would donate enough to pay for it, but they only donated something along the lines of 35,000, the memorial cost 1.5 MILLION. I will NOT have my tax dollars spent on such a wasteful fucking thing. In this time and age, wasting lavish amounts of money on stupid things is frowned upon. Well, I’m frowning my ass off right now. I cannot imagine having a memorial for my hubby if he died, and expecting the CITY to foot the bill!!!!!
I am a California taxpayer. I do NOT want to pay for fucking Jackson’s memorial! This was NOT an emergency! This was NOT an earthquake or a forest fire! There are so many important things we need to have money for, the fact that we might have to pay for this makes me physically ill. The Jackson’s need to pay for this shit, this is THEIR family member, THEIR idea. I liked Jackson’s music, but not enough to pay for a goddamn memorial for the guy!
City Councilman Dennis Zine- “This is not an emergency. This is a memorial service for a celebrity
who died a week ago,” Zine said. “We are cognizant of AEG’s need to
honor the memory of Michael Jackson, but they should also be cognizant
of the taxpayers’ needs.”
Zine added that AEG could have held a private memorial, but they chose to make it public even handed out free tickets.”
Move over, I need to lay on the couch…
Today during Case Review at work, I feel like my life’s review was
conferenced (we do this as a part of the states requirements, review
cases not my life lol). But it felt good to get somethings off of my
chest. Sometimes I walk around and try to pretend like all is well and
affirm all is well, when all isn’t well. Now my life isn’t crashing
and burning and I don’t have some dark hidden devastation…Â It’s just
these damn migraines.Â
OH, And also a little bit of not enjoying living out in the middle of
nowhere, just right of BFE, down the road from what was I thinking
moving here. It’s a cute sweet town for someone who wants to live a
cute, sweet quite life. It’s not what I want. I want some action,
some movement, some excitement, some fun. And I work with a bunch of
law of attraction people (go figure) so I had my words put back in
my face. HOWEVER, it was done in a very positive and none aggressive
way. Some law of attraction people like to do that, have you noticed?Â
When you are down they like to shove it down your throat in not such a
nice way. Almost in a mocking sing, song way. Not so today. It was
pointed out how powerful I am, how my light shines etc…Â It was very
enlightening and some solutions were even offered. I’m sure that was
the therapists in them haha.Well anyway, I’m off the psychiatrists
couch and ready to put some LOA into ACTION!
LIGHTS CAMERA ACCCCCTION!
sickness & desertion.
I’ll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I’ll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know
A couple hours after I decided there was nothing to take photos of in my house, I proved myself wrong and took a bunch of really terribly pretentious up-close photos of
a bunch of ridiculous shit. En-freakin’-joy.












2009 MySpace Bloggers Fantasy Baseball League & NCAA Tourney Pick 'Em league
The League ID # is:Â 154322
and the password is:Â guinness69
Looking forward to seeing you over there!
Group Name:Â Bad Ass Pickers
Group ID #:Â 16295
Password:Â smithwicks
John&Kate
I do not watch this show. I have only seen one episode and it was enough to make me back out of any thoughts of filming anything with my future kids in it.(and I thought Kate was a a ranting raving cuntrag on a stick) As someone who has filmed reality tv before, I could NOT imagine being under the lens at such a tender age. How do these children learn boundaries when cameras are in their faces 24/7? I see a future not unlike that of my husband or his Brady Bunch co-stars. Children are delicate, and having them in front of cameras can cause deep emotional scars.
So, this morning I flip on the news. I fully expect more reports from Iran. Instead, I have to see these two turdburglers on my television because of their divorce. Worse yet. they have BOTH decided to continue with the show THROUGH their divorce! As a child of divorce, I would rather slit my wrists than have my pain broadcasted throughout the country! When my parents started having problems, it was the worst and most confusing time of my life. I have watched friends go through divorce at young ages..5,6,7,8,etc. Each one developed issues they struggled to deal with. It sickens me to think that TLC or the parents of these children would continue to want to make a buck on it.
I know some of you people will come here saying shit like, “Well, for $50-$75,000 an episode, you would do it too!” This is what I have to say to you. You do not know me. You do not know what a tight and closely knit loving family I come from. You do not know my heart or where it stands concerning those I love. If you think I would sell out my mother, brother, grandma, father, husband or future children for a buck, you haven’t a clue who I am.
I hope people stop watching this show completely. I think those who continue to watch as these children go through such a painful and confusing time are no better than the turdburglers who are their parents.
penny for YOUR thoughts?
EDITED NOTE: You guys bitch and moan all you want, I aint coming back to this blog. I am on my rag and this blog has blown my fucking top off with anger.
sickness & desertion.
I’ll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I’ll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know
A couple hours after I decided there was nothing to take photos of in my house, I proved myself wrong and took a bunch of really terribly pretentious up-close photos of
a bunch of ridiculous shit. En-freakin’-joy.












2009 MySpace Bloggers Fantasy Baseball League & NCAA Tourney Pick 'Em league
The League ID # is:Â 154322
and the password is:Â guinness69
Looking forward to seeing you over there!
Group Name:Â Bad Ass Pickers
Group ID #:Â 16295
Password:Â smithwicks
John&Kate
I do not watch this show. I have only seen one episode and it was enough to make me back out of any thoughts of filming anything with my future kids in it.(and I thought Kate was a a ranting raving cuntrag on a stick) As someone who has filmed reality tv before, I could NOT imagine being under the lens at such a tender age. How do these children learn boundaries when cameras are in their faces 24/7? I see a future not unlike that of my husband or his Brady Bunch co-stars. Children are delicate, and having them in front of cameras can cause deep emotional scars.
So, this morning I flip on the news. I fully expect more reports from Iran. Instead, I have to see these two turdburglers on my television because of their divorce. Worse yet. they have BOTH decided to continue with the show THROUGH their divorce! As a child of divorce, I would rather slit my wrists than have my pain broadcasted throughout the country! When my parents started having problems, it was the worst and most confusing time of my life. I have watched friends go through divorce at young ages..5,6,7,8,etc. Each one developed issues they struggled to deal with. It sickens me to think that TLC or the parents of these children would continue to want to make a buck on it.
I know some of you people will come here saying shit like, “Well, for $50-$75,000 an episode, you would do it too!” This is what I have to say to you. You do not know me. You do not know what a tight and closely knit loving family I come from. You do not know my heart or where it stands concerning those I love. If you think I would sell out my mother, brother, grandma, father, husband or future children for a buck, you haven’t a clue who I am.
I hope people stop watching this show completely. I think those who continue to watch as these children go through such a painful and confusing time are no better than the turdburglers who are their parents.
penny for YOUR thoughts?
EDITED NOTE: You guys bitch and moan all you want, I aint coming back to this blog. I am on my rag and this blog has blown my fucking top off with anger.
sickness & desertion.
I’ll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I’ll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know
A couple hours after I decided there was nothing to take photos of in my house, I proved myself wrong and took a bunch of really terribly pretentious up-close photos of
a bunch of ridiculous shit. En-freakin’-joy.












2009 MySpace Bloggers Fantasy Baseball League & NCAA Tourney Pick 'Em league
The League ID # is:Â 154322
and the password is:Â guinness69
Looking forward to seeing you over there!
Group Name:Â Bad Ass Pickers
Group ID #:Â 16295
Password:Â smithwicks