I do not watch this show. I have only seen one episode and it was enough to make me back out of any thoughts of filming anything with my future kids in it.(and I thought Kate was a a ranting raving cuntrag on a stick) As someone who has filmed reality tv before, I could NOT imagine being under the lens at such a tender age. How do these children learn boundaries when cameras are in their faces 24/7? I see a future not unlike that of my husband or his Brady Bunch co-stars. Children are delicate, and having them in front of cameras can cause deep emotional scars.

So, this morning I flip on the news. I fully expect more reports from Iran. Instead, I have to see these two turdburglers on my television because of their divorce. Worse yet. they have BOTH decided to continue with the show THROUGH their divorce! As a child of divorce, I would rather slit my wrists than have my pain broadcasted throughout the country! When my parents started having problems, it was the worst and most confusing time of my life. I have watched friends go through divorce at young ages..5,6,7,8,etc. Each one developed issues they struggled to deal with. It sickens me to think that TLC or the parents of these children would continue to want to make a buck on it.

I know some of you people will come here saying shit like, “Well, for $50-$75,000 an episode, you would do it too!” This is what I have to say to you. You do not know me. You do not know what a tight and closely knit loving family I come from. You do not know my heart or where it stands concerning those I love. If you think I would sell out my mother, brother, grandma, father, husband or future children for a buck, you haven’t a clue who I am.

I hope people stop watching this show completely. I think those who continue to watch as these children go through such a painful and confusing time are no better than the turdburglers who are their parents.

penny for YOUR thoughts?

EDITED NOTE: You guys bitch and moan all you want, I aint coming back to this blog. I am on my rag and this blog has blown my fucking top off with anger.

Today my husband’s family is having another auction.  I wrote awhile back that his grandmother had taken ill and the good news is she pulled through it!  She is now residing in a very comfortable retirement home.  It’s not one of those sterile places where older people are mistreated, it’s a very well decorated and cool place.  She loves it.  Prior to me coming along she and her husband owned an antique shoppe and when the grandfather passed the shoppe closed and much of the antiques were placed in storage.  So this is what the auction is for.  I love auctions, however, I have auditions today so will miss yet another one (the last auction they held I was away shooting The Midnight Hour). 

So today I have some auditions and I am hoping to see a friend who had a baby recently.  I don’t think I’ll see the baby because she is in NICU.  She’s doing well though and looks beautiful.  Little known fact, I love babies:)  Especially newborns.  I just have a draw to them because they have come directly from source:)  If they could speak, oh the things they could tell us!!

I was given some eye cream for my eye issue.  I dunno if I ever mentioned it but I get what looks like pink eye when I wear makeup for too many days in a row.  That’s why in a lot of my day to day photos you will see me without eye makeup.  I really love eye makeup and this bums me out.  I’ve tried all different kinds of things to help this, including various makeups.  I’ve even used Burt’s Bees (you can eat that stuff) and I still get a reaction after a few days.  Anyway the eye cream sorta has my eyes burning today.  GAH!

I had weird dreams last night.  I felt like I was working.  At one point I became aware of this and I said enough, I’m done working!  I woke up, turned over and went back to sleep.  I think I stopped working then haha.

Happy Saturday everyone.  I read on my goodfriend’s page this:

Jo Lynne Valerie
DARK
MOON… 4th Quarter Gemini Moon & color vibration of Indigo support
us as we venture into the “Void” beneath a moonless sky…This means
taking an honest look within, self-examining for weaknesses &
strengths, daring to ponder the Cosmos.***********4th Quarter Moon also
means DARK MOON. Now, mystics wisely protect themselves against
negative energies. Burn a white candle, smudge w/ sage, line doorways
with salt.

http://www.facebook.com/JoLynneValerie  Add her if you haven’t!

I also heard on Psychic Radio that Sunday is an excellent day to state your hearts desire because of the many planets that are in Cancer.  Plus it will be a new moon I believe

A couple hours after I decided there was nothing to take photos of in my house, I proved myself wrong and took a bunch of really terribly pretentious up-close photos of
a bunch of ridiculous shit. En-freakin’-joy.