2009 MySpace Bloggers Fantasy Baseball League & NCAA Tourney Pick 'Em league

July 8th, 2009

I have renewed our fantasy baseball league on Yahoo.

Yahoo Fantasy Baseball

The League ID # is:  154322

and the password is:  guinness69

Looking forward to seeing you over there!

Also started a NCAA Tourney Pick ‘Em League

Yahoo NCAA Tournament Pick Em

Group Name:  Bad Ass Pickers

Group ID #:  16295

Password:  smithwicks

What I think about Michael Jackson…

July 8th, 2009

I have sat in silence while everyone and their mother put their two cents in on Michael. Tons of people have asked me what I think about his passing away. So, I decided to share, as I always do….

  Michael was without a doubt, one of the most talented singers of our time. Other than that, he was a deeply disturbed individual. Outside of the fact that he obviously loathed himself (no one changes their appearance that much unless they truly HATE what they see and who they are) I cannot overlook the fact that he took a very questionable liking to small boys. Because of this, I have never really called myself a fan. Having been molested myself, to over look such a crime would be ghastly. You DO NOT hand over MILLIONS of dollars to a family of a child claiming you molested them unless you did…no one in their right mind would.

So while it is sad that he died, I am not going to sit around like everyone else pretending I loved him more than life when I never did. Sure, I’ll pump up his tunes if they come on, but outside of that, I cannot really say I am a fan of who he was. At some point you can only blame your parents so much for how fucked up you have become…then it is up to you to sort out your life. I don’t feel he ever did.

So, I feel terrible for his family and friends, but I did not know him…and what I knew OF him scared the fucking shit out of me.

sickness & desertion.

July 8th, 2009


At least I know I’ll never sleep at night
I’ll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I’ll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know

A couple hours after I decided there was nothing to take photos of in my house, I proved myself wrong and took a bunch of really terribly pretentious up-close photos of
a bunch of ridiculous shit. En-freakin’-joy.


2009 MySpace Bloggers Fantasy Baseball League & NCAA Tourney Pick 'Em league

July 8th, 2009

I have renewed our fantasy baseball league on Yahoo.

Yahoo Fantasy Baseball

The League ID # is:  154322

and the password is:  guinness69

Looking forward to seeing you over there!

Also started a NCAA Tourney Pick ‘Em League

Yahoo NCAA Tournament Pick Em

Group Name:  Bad Ass Pickers

Group ID #:  16295

Password:  smithwicks

John&Kate

July 8th, 2009

I do not watch this show. I have only seen one episode and it was enough to make me back out of any thoughts of filming anything with my future kids in it.(and I thought Kate was a a ranting raving cuntrag on a stick) As someone who has filmed reality tv before, I could NOT imagine being under the lens at such a tender age. How do these children learn boundaries when cameras are in their faces 24/7? I see a future not unlike that of my husband or his Brady Bunch co-stars. Children are delicate, and having them in front of cameras can cause deep emotional scars.

So, this morning I flip on the news. I fully expect more reports from Iran. Instead, I have to see these two turdburglers on my television because of their divorce. Worse yet. they have BOTH decided to continue with the show THROUGH their divorce! As a child of divorce, I would rather slit my wrists than have my pain broadcasted throughout the country! When my parents started having problems, it was the worst and most confusing time of my life. I have watched friends go through divorce at young ages..5,6,7,8,etc. Each one developed issues they struggled to deal with. It sickens me to think that TLC or the parents of these children would continue to want to make a buck on it.

I know some of you people will come here saying shit like, “Well, for $50-$75,000 an episode, you would do it too!” This is what I have to say to you. You do not know me. You do not know what a tight and closely knit loving family I come from. You do not know my heart or where it stands concerning those I love. If you think I would sell out my mother, brother, grandma, father, husband or future children for a buck, you haven’t a clue who I am.

I hope people stop watching this show completely. I think those who continue to watch as these children go through such a painful and confusing time are no better than the turdburglers who are their parents.

penny for YOUR thoughts?

EDITED NOTE: You guys bitch and moan all you want, I aint coming back to this blog. I am on my rag and this blog has blown my fucking top off with anger.

sickness & desertion.

July 8th, 2009


At least I know I’ll never sleep at night
I’ll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I’ll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know

A couple hours after I decided there was nothing to take photos of in my house, I proved myself wrong and took a bunch of really terribly pretentious up-close photos of
a bunch of ridiculous shit. En-freakin’-joy.


2009 MySpace Bloggers Fantasy Baseball League & NCAA Tourney Pick 'Em league

July 8th, 2009

I have renewed our fantasy baseball league on Yahoo.

Yahoo Fantasy Baseball

The League ID # is:  154322

and the password is:  guinness69

Looking forward to seeing you over there!

Also started a NCAA Tourney Pick ‘Em League

Yahoo NCAA Tournament Pick Em

Group Name:  Bad Ass Pickers

Group ID #:  16295

Password:  smithwicks

John&Kate

July 8th, 2009

I do not watch this show. I have only seen one episode and it was enough to make me back out of any thoughts of filming anything with my future kids in it.(and I thought Kate was a a ranting raving cuntrag on a stick) As someone who has filmed reality tv before, I could NOT imagine being under the lens at such a tender age. How do these children learn boundaries when cameras are in their faces 24/7? I see a future not unlike that of my husband or his Brady Bunch co-stars. Children are delicate, and having them in front of cameras can cause deep emotional scars.

So, this morning I flip on the news. I fully expect more reports from Iran. Instead, I have to see these two turdburglers on my television because of their divorce. Worse yet. they have BOTH decided to continue with the show THROUGH their divorce! As a child of divorce, I would rather slit my wrists than have my pain broadcasted throughout the country! When my parents started having problems, it was the worst and most confusing time of my life. I have watched friends go through divorce at young ages..5,6,7,8,etc. Each one developed issues they struggled to deal with. It sickens me to think that TLC or the parents of these children would continue to want to make a buck on it.

I know some of you people will come here saying shit like, “Well, for $50-$75,000 an episode, you would do it too!” This is what I have to say to you. You do not know me. You do not know what a tight and closely knit loving family I come from. You do not know my heart or where it stands concerning those I love. If you think I would sell out my mother, brother, grandma, father, husband or future children for a buck, you haven’t a clue who I am.

I hope people stop watching this show completely. I think those who continue to watch as these children go through such a painful and confusing time are no better than the turdburglers who are their parents.

penny for YOUR thoughts?

EDITED NOTE: You guys bitch and moan all you want, I aint coming back to this blog. I am on my rag and this blog has blown my fucking top off with anger.

sickness & desertion.

July 8th, 2009


At least I know I’ll never sleep at night
I’ll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I’ll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know

A couple hours after I decided there was nothing to take photos of in my house, I proved myself wrong and took a bunch of really terribly pretentious up-close photos of
a bunch of ridiculous shit. En-freakin’-joy.


2009 MySpace Bloggers Fantasy Baseball League & NCAA Tourney Pick 'Em league

July 8th, 2009

I have renewed our fantasy baseball league on Yahoo.

Yahoo Fantasy Baseball

The League ID # is:  154322

and the password is:  guinness69

Looking forward to seeing you over there!

Also started a NCAA Tourney Pick ‘Em League

Yahoo NCAA Tournament Pick Em

Group Name:  Bad Ass Pickers

Group ID #:  16295

Password:  smithwicks