HATERS & their pathetic ways.
OK, so I wasn’t even going to give this bitch power by drawing attention to her, but I really can’t get my head around WHY someone I have NEVER MET, that lives in KANSAS is sending me a hate message out of nowhere. 
Here it is:
So I love how on your page you mention you like to wear one of a kind items when I have seen the website where what you wear i can buy and my friend can buy it and everyone can so what makes you soo special really? you aint fooling me do you seriously not have a life you got to be such a nerd you have to go to every renn faire out there your not a pirate you havent sailed the seas killing those who are trying to stop you from stealing ok your a RENNIE! ya im one i go to maybe 2 a yr but thats it your a fake in my eyes and i think people are stupid to think your anything cause your just a person who is spending more money on GARB than on a wedding dress! It’s silly!
Not that I have to justify ANYTHING to this bitch, BUT…
I am not a “rennie” (not that there is ANYTHING WRONG with that anyway!). Haven’t been since the mid-90’s. I go to one Ren Faire a year and some years I can’t even make ONE. As far as my costumes go, 90% of my stuff is my own design, custom made mixed with some store bought stuff off eBay that YES EVERYONE CAN BUY! In fact my next Pirates Magazine article talks about my favorite costumers and I share my info about them!
As for being a “real pirate”…ummmm YEAH. And you’re a “real fairy” or really “Columbia” from Rocky Horror? Yeah…FAR FROM IT, troll.
And finally…I AM DAMN PROUD that I spend more money on garb than a “wedding dress”. ICK! Who, and WHY would *I*, want a lame wedding dress anyway? And how does that statement even make any sense?
GO TO HER PAGE and look at her photos! (be prepared to laugh your arse off!) She is dressed in all kinds of really badly done costumes with photos of her at Ren Faires, etc. She calls ME a “nerd” (a title I hold PROUDLY by the way!) but she has a tattoo across her chest saying, “Don’t just dream it, be it.” Yeah…let’s talk nerdiness, shall we, O ROCKY HORROR NERD. At least I have the class to know that I shouldn’t be running around in stockings and lingerie with my fat ass hanging out everywhere in front of an audience. But would I ever send her an attacking message about this? HELL NO. It’s not my business to harass or assault someone else about their personal life and what they do for fun. EVER.
Feel free to send this brainless imbecile your thoughts about her MySpace behavior:
myspace.com/seisaru
The more messages sent ASAP, the better! Before she changes her settings the next time she signs back on! THANK YOU ALL!!!!!! 
I can never imagine sending ANYONE that hasn’t done me personal wrong a message like this idiot girl has sent to me. Especially showing my ignorance and illiteracy by misspelling every two words as well as horrific grammatical errors. How do you go about attacking someone that is living life passionately and having fun doing it? I subscribe to the way of thinking that is, “TO EACH THEIR OWN” & “IT TAKES ALL KINDS”, and would never dream of bashing someone else about what they do and love. At first I was mad, then upset, now I am just in AWE. What gives people like this miscreant the idea that they can go about on the internet doing these things? What happened to common courtesy and respect? If you don’t like what I do or how I do it then just GO AWAY. Change the channel. Click away from my page! MOVE ALONG and leave me the F&CK ALONE!
Sorry to vent, but I am just at a loss here on this one. Has this happened to anyone else out there?
The only thing I can deduct from this is it is all from pure JEALOUSY.
I am actually amused that *THIS* is the “girl” attacking me: 
sickness & desertion.
I’ll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I’ll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know
HATERS & their pathetic ways.
OK, so I wasn’t even going to give this bitch power by drawing attention to her, but I really can’t get my head around WHY someone I have NEVER MET, that lives in KANSAS is sending me a hate message out of nowhere. 
Here it is:
So I love how on your page you mention you like to wear one of a kind items when I have seen the website where what you wear i can buy and my friend can buy it and everyone can so what makes you soo special really? you aint fooling me do you seriously not have a life you got to be such a nerd you have to go to every renn faire out there your not a pirate you havent sailed the seas killing those who are trying to stop you from stealing ok your a RENNIE! ya im one i go to maybe 2 a yr but thats it your a fake in my eyes and i think people are stupid to think your anything cause your just a person who is spending more money on GARB than on a wedding dress! It’s silly!
Not that I have to justify ANYTHING to this bitch, BUT…
I am not a “rennie” (not that there is ANYTHING WRONG with that anyway!). Haven’t been since the mid-90’s. I go to one Ren Faire a year and some years I can’t even make ONE. As far as my costumes go, 90% of my stuff is my own design, custom made mixed with some store bought stuff off eBay that YES EVERYONE CAN BUY! In fact my next Pirates Magazine article talks about my favorite costumers and I share my info about them!
As for being a “real pirate”…ummmm YEAH. And you’re a “real fairy” or really “Columbia” from Rocky Horror? Yeah…FAR FROM IT, troll.
And finally…I AM DAMN PROUD that I spend more money on garb than a “wedding dress”. ICK! Who, and WHY would *I*, want a lame wedding dress anyway? And how does that statement even make any sense?
GO TO HER PAGE and look at her photos! (be prepared to laugh your arse off!) She is dressed in all kinds of really badly done costumes with photos of her at Ren Faires, etc. She calls ME a “nerd” (a title I hold PROUDLY by the way!) but she has a tattoo across her chest saying, “Don’t just dream it, be it.” Yeah…let’s talk nerdiness, shall we, O ROCKY HORROR NERD. At least I have the class to know that I shouldn’t be running around in stockings and lingerie with my fat ass hanging out everywhere in front of an audience. But would I ever send her an attacking message about this? HELL NO. It’s not my business to harass or assault someone else about their personal life and what they do for fun. EVER.
Feel free to send this brainless imbecile your thoughts about her MySpace behavior:
myspace.com/seisaru
The more messages sent ASAP, the better! Before she changes her settings the next time she signs back on! THANK YOU ALL!!!!!! 
I can never imagine sending ANYONE that hasn’t done me personal wrong a message like this idiot girl has sent to me. Especially showing my ignorance and illiteracy by misspelling every two words as well as horrific grammatical errors. How do you go about attacking someone that is living life passionately and having fun doing it? I subscribe to the way of thinking that is, “TO EACH THEIR OWN” & “IT TAKES ALL KINDS”, and would never dream of bashing someone else about what they do and love. At first I was mad, then upset, now I am just in AWE. What gives people like this miscreant the idea that they can go about on the internet doing these things? What happened to common courtesy and respect? If you don’t like what I do or how I do it then just GO AWAY. Change the channel. Click away from my page! MOVE ALONG and leave me the F&CK ALONE!
Sorry to vent, but I am just at a loss here on this one. Has this happened to anyone else out there?
The only thing I can deduct from this is it is all from pure JEALOUSY.
I am actually amused that *THIS* is the “girl” attacking me: 
sickness & desertion.
I’ll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I’ll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know
HATERS & their pathetic ways.
OK, so I wasn’t even going to give this bitch power by drawing attention to her, but I really can’t get my head around WHY someone I have NEVER MET, that lives in KANSAS is sending me a hate message out of nowhere. 
Here it is:
So I love how on your page you mention you like to wear one of a kind items when I have seen the website where what you wear i can buy and my friend can buy it and everyone can so what makes you soo special really? you aint fooling me do you seriously not have a life you got to be such a nerd you have to go to every renn faire out there your not a pirate you havent sailed the seas killing those who are trying to stop you from stealing ok your a RENNIE! ya im one i go to maybe 2 a yr but thats it your a fake in my eyes and i think people are stupid to think your anything cause your just a person who is spending more money on GARB than on a wedding dress! It’s silly!
Not that I have to justify ANYTHING to this bitch, BUT…
I am not a “rennie” (not that there is ANYTHING WRONG with that anyway!). Haven’t been since the mid-90’s. I go to one Ren Faire a year and some years I can’t even make ONE. As far as my costumes go, 90% of my stuff is my own design, custom made mixed with some store bought stuff off eBay that YES EVERYONE CAN BUY! In fact my next Pirates Magazine article talks about my favorite costumers and I share my info about them!
As for being a “real pirate”…ummmm YEAH. And you’re a “real fairy” or really “Columbia” from Rocky Horror? Yeah…FAR FROM IT, troll.
And finally…I AM DAMN PROUD that I spend more money on garb than a “wedding dress”. ICK! Who, and WHY would *I*, want a lame wedding dress anyway? And how does that statement even make any sense?
GO TO HER PAGE and look at her photos! (be prepared to laugh your arse off!) She is dressed in all kinds of really badly done costumes with photos of her at Ren Faires, etc. She calls ME a “nerd” (a title I hold PROUDLY by the way!) but she has a tattoo across her chest saying, “Don’t just dream it, be it.” Yeah…let’s talk nerdiness, shall we, O ROCKY HORROR NERD. At least I have the class to know that I shouldn’t be running around in stockings and lingerie with my fat ass hanging out everywhere in front of an audience. But would I ever send her an attacking message about this? HELL NO. It’s not my business to harass or assault someone else about their personal life and what they do for fun. EVER.
Feel free to send this brainless imbecile your thoughts about her MySpace behavior:
myspace.com/seisaru
The more messages sent ASAP, the better! Before she changes her settings the next time she signs back on! THANK YOU ALL!!!!!! 
I can never imagine sending ANYONE that hasn’t done me personal wrong a message like this idiot girl has sent to me. Especially showing my ignorance and illiteracy by misspelling every two words as well as horrific grammatical errors. How do you go about attacking someone that is living life passionately and having fun doing it? I subscribe to the way of thinking that is, “TO EACH THEIR OWN” & “IT TAKES ALL KINDS”, and would never dream of bashing someone else about what they do and love. At first I was mad, then upset, now I am just in AWE. What gives people like this miscreant the idea that they can go about on the internet doing these things? What happened to common courtesy and respect? If you don’t like what I do or how I do it then just GO AWAY. Change the channel. Click away from my page! MOVE ALONG and leave me the F&CK ALONE!
Sorry to vent, but I am just at a loss here on this one. Has this happened to anyone else out there?
The only thing I can deduct from this is it is all from pure JEALOUSY.
I am actually amused that *THIS* is the “girl” attacking me: 
sickness & desertion.
I’ll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I’ll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know
HATERS & their pathetic ways.
OK, so I wasn’t even going to give this bitch power by drawing attention to her, but I really can’t get my head around WHY someone I have NEVER MET, that lives in KANSAS is sending me a hate message out of nowhere. 
Here it is:
So I love how on your page you mention you like to wear one of a kind items when I have seen the website where what you wear i can buy and my friend can buy it and everyone can so what makes you soo special really? you aint fooling me do you seriously not have a life you got to be such a nerd you have to go to every renn faire out there your not a pirate you havent sailed the seas killing those who are trying to stop you from stealing ok your a RENNIE! ya im one i go to maybe 2 a yr but thats it your a fake in my eyes and i think people are stupid to think your anything cause your just a person who is spending more money on GARB than on a wedding dress! It’s silly!
Not that I have to justify ANYTHING to this bitch, BUT…
I am not a “rennie” (not that there is ANYTHING WRONG with that anyway!). Haven’t been since the mid-90’s. I go to one Ren Faire a year and some years I can’t even make ONE. As far as my costumes go, 90% of my stuff is my own design, custom made mixed with some store bought stuff off eBay that YES EVERYONE CAN BUY! In fact my next Pirates Magazine article talks about my favorite costumers and I share my info about them!
As for being a “real pirate”…ummmm YEAH. And you’re a “real fairy” or really “Columbia” from Rocky Horror? Yeah…FAR FROM IT, troll.
And finally…I AM DAMN PROUD that I spend more money on garb than a “wedding dress”. ICK! Who, and WHY would *I*, want a lame wedding dress anyway? And how does that statement even make any sense?
GO TO HER PAGE and look at her photos! (be prepared to laugh your arse off!) She is dressed in all kinds of really badly done costumes with photos of her at Ren Faires, etc. She calls ME a “nerd” (a title I hold PROUDLY by the way!) but she has a tattoo across her chest saying, “Don’t just dream it, be it.” Yeah…let’s talk nerdiness, shall we, O ROCKY HORROR NERD. At least I have the class to know that I shouldn’t be running around in stockings and lingerie with my fat ass hanging out everywhere in front of an audience. But would I ever send her an attacking message about this? HELL NO. It’s not my business to harass or assault someone else about their personal life and what they do for fun. EVER.
Feel free to send this brainless imbecile your thoughts about her MySpace behavior:
myspace.com/seisaru
The more messages sent ASAP, the better! Before she changes her settings the next time she signs back on! THANK YOU ALL!!!!!! 
I can never imagine sending ANYONE that hasn’t done me personal wrong a message like this idiot girl has sent to me. Especially showing my ignorance and illiteracy by misspelling every two words as well as horrific grammatical errors. How do you go about attacking someone that is living life passionately and having fun doing it? I subscribe to the way of thinking that is, “TO EACH THEIR OWN” & “IT TAKES ALL KINDS”, and would never dream of bashing someone else about what they do and love. At first I was mad, then upset, now I am just in AWE. What gives people like this miscreant the idea that they can go about on the internet doing these things? What happened to common courtesy and respect? If you don’t like what I do or how I do it then just GO AWAY. Change the channel. Click away from my page! MOVE ALONG and leave me the F&CK ALONE!
Sorry to vent, but I am just at a loss here on this one. Has this happened to anyone else out there?
The only thing I can deduct from this is it is all from pure JEALOUSY.
I am actually amused that *THIS* is the “girl” attacking me: 
sickness & desertion.
I’ll always lie awake until the morning light
This is something that I’ll never control
My nerves will be the death of me, I know
HATERS & their pathetic ways.
OK, so I wasn’t even going to give this bitch power by drawing attention to her, but I really can’t get my head around WHY someone I have NEVER MET, that lives in KANSAS is sending me a hate message out of nowhere. 
Here it is:
So I love how on your page you mention you like to wear one of a kind items when I have seen the website where what you wear i can buy and my friend can buy it and everyone can so what makes you soo special really? you aint fooling me do you seriously not have a life you got to be such a nerd you have to go to every renn faire out there your not a pirate you havent sailed the seas killing those who are trying to stop you from stealing ok your a RENNIE! ya im one i go to maybe 2 a yr but thats it your a fake in my eyes and i think people are stupid to think your anything cause your just a person who is spending more money on GARB than on a wedding dress! It’s silly!
Not that I have to justify ANYTHING to this bitch, BUT…
I am not a “rennie” (not that there is ANYTHING WRONG with that anyway!). Haven’t been since the mid-90’s. I go to one Ren Faire a year and some years I can’t even make ONE. As far as my costumes go, 90% of my stuff is my own design, custom made mixed with some store bought stuff off eBay that YES EVERYONE CAN BUY! In fact my next Pirates Magazine article talks about my favorite costumers and I share my info about them!
As for being a “real pirate”…ummmm YEAH. And you’re a “real fairy” or really “Columbia” from Rocky Horror? Yeah…FAR FROM IT, troll.
And finally…I AM DAMN PROUD that I spend more money on garb than a “wedding dress”. ICK! Who, and WHY would *I*, want a lame wedding dress anyway? And how does that statement even make any sense?
GO TO HER PAGE and look at her photos! (be prepared to laugh your arse off!) She is dressed in all kinds of really badly done costumes with photos of her at Ren Faires, etc. She calls ME a “nerd” (a title I hold PROUDLY by the way!) but she has a tattoo across her chest saying, “Don’t just dream it, be it.” Yeah…let’s talk nerdiness, shall we, O ROCKY HORROR NERD. At least I have the class to know that I shouldn’t be running around in stockings and lingerie with my fat ass hanging out everywhere in front of an audience. But would I ever send her an attacking message about this? HELL NO. It’s not my business to harass or assault someone else about their personal life and what they do for fun. EVER.
Feel free to send this brainless imbecile your thoughts about her MySpace behavior:
myspace.com/seisaru
The more messages sent ASAP, the better! Before she changes her settings the next time she signs back on! THANK YOU ALL!!!!!! 
I can never imagine sending ANYONE that hasn’t done me personal wrong a message like this idiot girl has sent to me. Especially showing my ignorance and illiteracy by misspelling every two words as well as horrific grammatical errors. How do you go about attacking someone that is living life passionately and having fun doing it? I subscribe to the way of thinking that is, “TO EACH THEIR OWN” & “IT TAKES ALL KINDS”, and would never dream of bashing someone else about what they do and love. At first I was mad, then upset, now I am just in AWE. What gives people like this miscreant the idea that they can go about on the internet doing these things? What happened to common courtesy and respect? If you don’t like what I do or how I do it then just GO AWAY. Change the channel. Click away from my page! MOVE ALONG and leave me the F&CK ALONE!
Sorry to vent, but I am just at a loss here on this one. Has this happened to anyone else out there?
The only thing I can deduct from this is it is all from pure JEALOUSY.
I am actually amused that *THIS* is the “girl” attacking me: 
try to remember [remember to try]
I wrote all of this last year, around this time. I’m not one for setting goals for myself, and especially not expecting to attain them, or even actually attaining them. But, I took a plunge last year, into this, into feeling better about myself, FOR myself, and for the people around me. I expect I will do this every year, now. Part of growing up? Feeling like you need to make yourself better, and doing it? I can’t complain. Anyway, Val was curious as to how far I’d come on this list. I’d been thinking about it, too. So, here goes.
- Be more attentive to my laundry overflow– Kinda. But not really.
- Clear out all closets and shed of excuss junk. Sell or give away everything that doesn’t fit into 5 storage bins TOTAL. Mostly. I did clean out the shed and manage to fit everything into like 8 storage bins. That’s better than 27.
- Be better about paying bills on time. I did manage to do this, to an extent. Instead of ignoring bills until the last possible minute, I paid when I had the money. Good for me.
- Do not overdraft bank account. Not even once. Not even on accident. Do not do this. I actually think I only did this once. Then, I said ‘fuck banks,’ and closed all my accounts. Then opened one again. I have not overdrafted that account!
- Be nicer to my cats [but not too much nicer].
- Be nicer to my friends [but not too much nicer].
- Don’t fuck too much w/hair. I actually went to a salon for the first time in my life this year for a cut and color. Pretty major for me, since I have serious hair-anxiety.
- Moisturize.
- Find a nail polish that isn’t ugly that I can use all year long.
- Lose 20+ lbs. My goal last year was 20, and I lost 17 total. I know I can do it this year! I lost about 30, as a result of some health stuff and an overactive thyroid. Then, I gained about 15 back as a result of getting my IUD.
- Don’t drink as much beer [only socially]. Maybe? I think I probably drank just as much beer.
- Eat:less red meat.less fast food.less sodas [as per doctor].less food altogether.
- Get promoted to Sup, or find a better job. I did not get promoted, because they eliminated that position in my department. I actually did manage to keep the same job, and it be better, because now we get monthly bonuses, and I don’t have to sell MP3 players anymore! Definitely a plus. Also, I started working at Fish City Grill part-time, to get some more of the cash flow. Worked out pretty well, I think.
- Keep job and life separate. I feel like I’ve done pretty well in this aspect. My job is way less stressful than before, so I don’t feel the need to bitch about it at all times.
- Be more levelheaded. I just don’t know about this.
- Buy:a new car. Did this, twice.new shoes — work, dress, boots.better jeans — losing weight = jeans don’t fit anymore!! This is a tragedy!
socks that aren’t white.
earrings.
candles.
ipod.
laptop.
pencil eyeliner.
- Send more cards–
- Go to California. 2009 will be the year for this.
- Keep on hand at least 10 pairs of cute underwear, and 5 bras. I got lucky in the Christmas Shopping Underwear-Return Fiasco and ended up with like 6 pairs for 10 bucks or something. I only bought one new bra this year. Oh well.
- Stop obsessing. Kinda. I had a specific thing I was obsessing over when I wrote this, and I’ve gotten better about obsessing about that specific thing, but moved on to vaguely obsessing about other things.
- Figure out what to do about school. Pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.
- Apply for financial aid. Tried to, then found out I can’t till 2009. Alright.
- Take more photos.
- Remember not to feel weird about taking photos!
- Write/design “the play.” Pffft…didn’t do this. Not even at all. Will work on this this year.
- Sell something I made!!! Nope.
- Do not be reckless with heart. I haven’t decided.
- Don’t take shit.
- Get a fish or two. Nope. Not yet.
- Be nicer and more considerate to the people I love. Probably.
- See more movies.
- Lose the ego.
- Try something new at familiar restaurants.
- Create MORE. Not really. Will work on this as well. This year was not a very creative year. I wasn’t that kind of depressed.
- Build something. This goes on the list for 2009 as well.
- Stop making that sound with my teeth that Aaron hates.
- Cut out the passive-aggressive bullshit. I definitely didn’t do it quite as much, but most of the time, I didn’t have the energy to even try.
- Stop getting so wrapped up in what I don’t know. Now, I just find out, one way or another, and get wrapped up in what I do know. Which is kind of worse.
- Don’t be crazy. Yeah right. This is probably impossible.
- Be better about seeing the doctor. Yay!
- Get mama’s ring fixed!!! Probably the easiest thing on here, and I still didn’t do it.
- Get loved, make more, try to stay alive. I will never fully attain this goal, I think. But I will always remember to try.
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